In between hunts I kind of have nothing better to do than answer your questions. |
Anonymous asked:what's the most appealing thing you find about the women and the most appealing thing you find about men
fallen4cas asked:So before Cas got all powersmitey and God like, what was your favorite memory with him?
askcas-deactivated20120102 asked:I could say the same for you. You wouldn't know someone loved you even if it died right in front of you if the name wasn't Sam or Bobby. You've sequestered yourself in this bubble of grief and misery and faithless abandon that any attempt to chip away at these, every good thing, you successfully push away. Nothing's really changed. Everything I've ever done was because of you. If you see me as a monster now, then I'm the monster you made me.
askcas-deactivated20120102 asked:And you would dare call me a potato, an inamate piece of vegetable you eat in shredded pieces after being fried, after what I've done for you and your brother. Thank you very much for the proper reference. Yes, I don't know love and at this point, I'd rather not if love is how you've defined it so far. It's endless masochism and sacrifice. And it'll never be enough for you.
That’s pretty much the point I was getting at, so you’re welcome. You can definitely attempt to live endlessly without a single person in the world who loves or honestly cares about you, Cas, but that doesn’t change shit for me. Hunters all have a story or purpose that they can’t otherwise fill unless they sacrificed and suffered because of a gaping hole in their life or just a lack of luck when it comes to the monster mash. I take what I can get, man, and it’s not much. Life is all about give and take, but so is any kinda love. By now you should know nothing is all disney and lollipop candy canes. You wouldn’t know if someone loved you even if it hit you in the face anyway. askcas-deactivated20120102 asked:Is that your way of professing undying love, then? Are we going to count how many deaths passed between us? How many sacrifices? You're another potato who's also a dick.
No, it’s not, Cas. You want to know how to love someone? Don’t fucking ask me because I have no clue how to love somebody. I love my brother because it’s all I know how to do with him, and I would die for him a million times just for that point alone. I don’t throw myself into every fire I see to tell him I love him, no. Nor do I cry every time he breaks an arm or has a mental breakdown. That’s not undying love, that’s just stupid. I look out for him, I deal with his weird ass diet and his taste in music and his annoying girl-feelings because I love that kid to fucking death. I basically raised him, but I depend on him just as much as he does on me, and even when he doesn’t need me anymore. Not gonna lie, he pisses me off to high hell half the time, but I wouldn’t have any other person to spend the rest of my life and “afterlife” with than my brother because I trust him. To me family comes first and always will. That’s my ‘undying love’. Like I said, I’m a dick to a reasonable extent, but I’m not a potato. ask-angelcastiel-deactivated201 asked:Dean.
Something has been bothering me. Why did you believe God was on a peice of Flatbread?
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